Today I...

Today I transferred from the higher risk fertility specialist clinic to a regular OB.

That's not meant to be cryptic - we are indeed expecting another baby.

I am one foot in two worlds. The first is HOLY SHIT YIPPPEEEEEE! I never thought we would have even two kids and I am, indeed, successfully pregnant with another baby. The second is HOLY SHIT! Sam is still a baby and is this really happening (it just seems way too easy*)?

I guess once they know exactly what combination of drugs it takes to get you pregnant and keep you pregnant it works?

This is my sixth pregnancy and not a single other one has gone as smoothly as this one appears to be going.

So, there you have it.

I am suffering from gagitis and exhaustion but nothing else.

We expect to have another sweet baby in late September.

And PLEASE not a word of snark shall be spoken here. I have lost four babies and still feel very nervous. But I believe in transparency here. And I believe that if more women would speak up about their fertility struggles actual progress might be made. So it felt wrong to keep it a secret much longer.

Now I must click publish before I lose my nerve.

*I still needed fertility drugs and I still need plenty of drug support to deal with the MTHFR and the progesterone deficiency. This *is* a miracle to me, but it's also another miracle of modern medicine.