I want to blog
I want to blog.
I really do.
But I cannot.
I am drowning over here.
I cannot seem to get out from underneath the constant messes of the kids and the cooking all day and the house and the laundry and blah blah blah.
I still spend a lot of time having to puke.
Sammi will not eat ANYTHING other than yogurt, cheese and cheerios. So she just cries all damn day long because she is hungry. I have tried to feed her nothing but those things. I have tried to feed her everything under the sun. I cannot get her full so she will stop that crying.
I decided this week that I would spend one hour a day doing something I enjoyed.
That lasted all of 2 days.
I had a better balance when Jack was little. (Of course I had a MUCH smaller, more manageable house. And Jack was not into every damn thing like Sammi is.)
I cannot get that balance back for the life of me.
It's wearing me very thin.
And there you have it.
Labels: Family life